[(Don't you know it)]

Friday, August 12, 2005

â 10:23 PM

another quote from a fren's blog(same fren who i always take quotes from)...haha...but this one quite depressing ya...

"...determined to put my happy face on.There's no point worrying about things.Worrying never changes the outcome.It justs makes the waiting worst.Isn't it strange that when you're miserable you really let yourself wallow in it?but when you're happy, you're so worried that you're going to end up miserable again,you don't let yourself enjoy it.It should be the other way round.You should glory in being estatic and when you're totally pissed off look forwrd to being over the moon again.However this world is full of pessimists,and I know I'm one of them.Why be optimistic and end up dissapointed,when you can be pessimistic and perhaps be pleasantly surprised?I think i need to change my outlook in life, and actually enjoy happiness when I get it instead of worrying about fleeting it may or may not be...The only thing i suppose I can do is resolve not to let everything get to me so much.Think more positively.That's what I'm gonna do.."

hmm...she's been posting a lot of weird stuff this past few weeks...I just haven't had the time to ask her yet...such a terrible fren i am...

i guess i've changed a lot this past semester...i haven't been taking my studies as seriously as I should...haven't been doing well...certainly below my expectations...will resolve to work harder...i guess it's because classes r so long now...from 9am to mostly 5pm...at times it ends after 8...so by the time i get home i'm so tired that i end up bathing and sleeping...i dont even pack my bag at night anymore...so unlike me...and my notes r just left on the window seal...i dont put them properly anymore...it's like there's no time and i'm chasing every second down...extremely unhealthy...haha... will work harder...become a better person

oh well...life's short...i'll take it as it comes and i'll deal with it as it comes...so love ur life...it's a precious gift from god...u always have a choice...so it's up to u to choose the path which is right and the path which is easy...i mean come on man...wat's life without obstacles right?it makes it all the more challenging and fun...

anyway i just want my parents to know that i'm extremely grateful for everything u've done for us.u guys and ur money saving ways so that all 4 of us can afford higher education.i'm forever grateful for the sacrifices the 2 of u make so that the 4 of us can own the things we need.i love the both of u very much and i make a promise to ensure u guys will have a good life after daddy retires.

have a wonderful weekend ahead...i'm certainly going to have mine...take care